Madness and MaryJane

The Life Of Me


Soooooo it's been 7 years
goldfish
k1own_of_death
And I'm 25 years old. Reading these old entries really blew my mind.
No WONDER nobody liked my crazy ass. I was a depressed, insane loser.

I'm happy to report that a lot has happened in these past 7 years. I grew up, was homeless, drug addicted, knocked up at 19 and in a downward spiral.
Life was nothing. Meaningless, pointless. Now, I have a husband, a home, 2 cats and a dog. I have life, happiness and joy.

I'll always be that sad, depressed girl, but I'm improving who I am everyday.

So, LiveJournal, today I start again.

Hmmmmm
pretty faces
k1own_of_death
So..
Life is getting a bit better.
I probably just jiinxed it.
oh well
That wouldn't surprise me.
Here's the lowdown:
1: Middletown drama is SOOOO much easier to fix than Durham drama.
1a: Sam is a stupid, leeching, lying, theiving cunt.
(mild Turrets, sorry people!)
2: Durham drama is starting to get less drama-ish.
2a: Maybe I will get my rep back?!?!
3: I LoVe MiKe!
3a: ALOT!
4: No more crazy stalker ex-boyfried!
4a: 'Nuff said
5: I have a "girlfriend"!!
5a: Krystal rox me sox!
6: I love the world!!!!
6a:And I'm not even high! (*lol*)
All in all, not too shabby!!!

fuck..the..world..
goldfish
k1own_of_death
Just let me die

Soooooo
goldfish
k1own_of_death
Yeah..
I have decided something
Everybody in this fucking town
SUCKS!!!
Yes, that's right, boys and girls.... SUCKS!
1. Drama drama everywhere
2. backstabbing people
3. Old rumors that are irrelevant to todays people
4. DRAMA!!!!
5. There is ONE oak on oak terrace..... MINE!
and guess what, they want to cut the fucker down? WTF!?!?!?!?
6. everybody cool left, or is having more fun than me
7. ex-best friends that talk shit behind your back
8. people that fuck with whatever friends i have left
9. all the drugs are gone.
10. Coginchaug is here...Need i say more?


so tell me, WHY THE FUCK DOES EVERYBODY HAVE TO TALK SHIT? ARE THEY THAT FUCKING BORED WITH THEIR OWN FUCKING LIFE THAT THEY NEED TO TALK ABOUT PEOPLE? GET OVER YOURSELVES!!!

hmmmm...PLEASE READ
goldfish
k1own_of_death
So, I'm sitting here at Keleigh's house... in the lovely air conditioning with Mike
My friend Shannon is having a huge ass melt down, and for once, I don't have an answer for her. I'm really worried about her, she's goin' kinda suicidal on me...


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In other news....

I really miss all my old friends:
Lizzie
Llama
Jeannette
Shannon (a different one)
Josh
and countless others.....


I dunno. it seems like last school year fucked up my life....
WHY DO I SUCK AT LIFE!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?


Please be my friend again.!!!!

Well
goldfish
k1own_of_death
summer is still the worst season ever.
I hate it. its boring.....
im at keleigh's house, with Mike and her BF Malik, hes pretty cool. Im so bored, i really don't know what to do. Freaking Mike is addicted to NEOPETS.... I HATE IT!!!
stupid neopets....

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goldfish
k1own_of_death
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Alli is your soulmate.
You truly love Mike.
You consider AAron your true friend.
You know that Bria is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Rage for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Llama is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Brian is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Joe is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Joe changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Jackie is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Jackie has a hidden internet romance.

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goldfish
k1own_of_death
You Are Death

You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.
But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.
You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.
Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.

Your fortune:

Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.
Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.
But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.
Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage.



I have the most amazing BF ever now. His name is Mike and
he is the most amazing guy ever. We met at DB mart, and ever since then, we have been chill and what not. I love him so much. He is such a sweet heart..

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goldfish
k1own_of_death



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